The girl__`
`Rachael Lee*
12
26 Jan 1993
Stubborn


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Lurrve__`
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Science
My hp :D
Internet
Sports
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Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows.





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shootingstaRr;



#. nvr give upp
nvr runn away
from harshh reality


thinking of youu
every minute
every secondd
every day
every moment
of my life
just youu
and nobody else
so frrom now onn..
wheneverr eu think of me
just rememberr that
ii could be the thingg
eu everr hadd in ur lyfe


eu gave me the lorve
i need
but left me with
a broken hart
eu broke muh heart
time and time again
eu made me teared for eu
a million, billion times
eu broke all
your promises
made to me
countless times
how do eu expect me
to trust eu?
i tried to withstandd
the excruciating pain
in muh already
bleeding hart
eu hurt me
stabbed me
tortured me
angered me
tormented me
who am i to eu?
i am no pushover
i don't want to be
your ragdoll anymore
the day eu walked out
of muh heart is the day
i closed the doors
of muh heart
to anyone else
eu aren't worth tearing forr.



*q t./- copyrights;

# there ish only one happiness inn life.
* to lorve and be lorved.
&; right now. ii really needd eu to be by my side - [c]
` no one's gonna break my hart
and that includes eu *


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b r o k e n . h e a r t

Monday, June 06, 2005

memories etched in my already bleedding heart

*5:49 AM .


Wow! What a day man! lolx. Well we went to Swensons and then headed to cathay cineplex to watch da Madagascar. Duh! i know.. quite lame siax but i was bribe to go by Shreya aka shui ya and brandon. =P hahax..(i was right..it is lame)

Anyway, then, we went to da pretty in tokyo and took neoprint (argh of course take neoprint la! then go there shoppie!? *piak*) It was really funny! especially me looking really retarted, not to mention shi zheng too!! Lmao. And then when we took the second time, we tried the other machine which was kinda blur. Brandon was saying that shreya look really black in dat picture. All of us agreed and laugh. The screen was way too blur making shishi specs like as if it had shattered. lol! Later all 3 of them was quarrelling about the photos as both 3 of them wanted the same one. Surprising dat shishi's decorate till damn nice lor. (can be fashion designer siax..no la pui! XP)

We then headed to Taka and shop. All three of them was like so secretive..siao de! wadeva! I then saw my cousin at da Orchard popular. She was like asking me: "Is any of them your idol?!?" argh!?! I was some sort of telling her to think straight. =.="




;; f o r b i d d e n love

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

memories etched in my already bleedding heart

*9:09 PM .


Weee^^ sch hols finally here le=D hahax. but..argh tons of homework pile up. Nothing to write de. Looking forward to da China trippie! =D=D=D hahax...perharps this holidays i wont be suffering from boredom. Lolx, guess i could enjoy my second week=D Oh well, nothing much to write nowadays. Will keep it updated. I guess i would stop hereeee! (Piggy minmin cutecute. Take care! =.=)



;; f o r b i d d e n love

Monday, May 30, 2005

memories etched in my already bleedding heart

*12:54 AM .


double=)=) for todae! so sleepy siax todae. Holiday still got supplementry lesson!! what crap is this ?!? lolx. choir games day todae but lol, not as fun as the one on april 1st=P nothing to sae much...tough trying to get those kids how the games work and so on...My station is suppose to be I-feet towel. and all u can hear is kids groaning in pain as they stack their feets on the wall=P pain i guess. experiece it before. DUh! After which, at the end, we head off to the basketball court to have a game of candle knight. its fun! but argh..everything turned wrong.lolx.

Haiz..in mixed emotion now.
feeling...cOnFuSeD!!!!
Guyz..should i forgive and forget?!?=P
Oh well whateva it is..not much to write today so i guess i will sign off and and go in search of new pig sty for my piggiy minmin!!! Buaizz




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Thursday, May 26, 2005

memories etched in my already bleedding heart

*5:20 AM .


WOw! A nice day sure begins with a perfect badminton match during PE =)=) lolx fun i guess..jux that we keep hitting each other's hands accidentally=P (painful siax) lolx! We all had sore hands including mee as dat shreya( aka shui ya) hit me with her racket!!! =D Hahax

During Chinese lesson ms neoh never come. therefore another teacher came in and let s do what we want!! Three cheers for that! (lame...) We play truth or dare and after which, we had a game of... "Abusement game" LOL! just kidding la. It is actually hand attack. =P fun i guess... red hands again! (I was just wondering if we could call this da swollen hand day)

Swollen hand day: 26th May (lol)

Ok, whateva it is. Todae at my science tution was damn funny! Shizheng called me. (luckily class havent started as some of my friends went down to buy some fries) I was erm kinda scolding shizheng crazy and my teacher heard. After a few seconds, i put down da phone and my tution teacher start asking me questions about the caller and so on.... then my tution teacher and I decided to play a prank. =P She use my hp and called shizheng.

Teacher: hello! who's there speaking?
Shizheng: Shi zheng
Teacher: what school are you from?
Shizheng: Bedok green
Teacher: what class?
Shizheng: 6-1
Teacher: do you know who's phone i am using?
Shizheng: Rachael's
Teacher: Where do you live?
Shizheng: Block 10D 15 floor blah blah blah....
Teacher: Where Rachael stay?
Shizheng: Block 14 18 floor blah blah blah.....
Teacher: when is rachael's b-day?
Shizheng: 26 Jan
Teacher: When is your b-day?
Shizheng: 13 sep
Teacher: Whats your relationship with her? Friend? Girlfriend?
(I was staring at my teacher o.0)
Shizheng: Friend
Teacher: How much did you get for science?
Shizheng: very lan la
Teacher: how lan is your lan?
Shizheng: 63
Teacher: oh. so where are you now?
Shizheng: Interchange...

Argh...then i forgot le..they talk for a few more seconds then put down the phone..Meanwhile, i was with my friend covering our mouths trying very hard not to laugh..This silly shishi arhx! soooo naive..blue blur de..xiao xin gei ren jia pian!=P




;; f o r b i d d e n love

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

memories etched in my already bleedding heart

*1:36 AM .


Todae was like..=)=)=) smile! It seems that the receipe we did todae work..jux change the title to DIY friendship day!!! These ingredients needed is wonderfuuulll blehx =)=) yeahx..me getting a little mad i guess =P (hope ya dun mind with those =) or =P) Haiz..duno why todae really veri erm..like frustrated and lethargic.. i almost dozed off today during dat assembly..haiya..those stupid sound coming from da drums really arh....cant stand it!!! =P lolx! Aiya wadeva it is...

Two's a company, three's a crowd. Its damn irritating when someone is following you and your friends around and when you wanna tell ya friends something she/he wanna hear it!!! argh! Excuse me...everyone have privacy right? Everyone... DUh! Lame me...*sniff* me reading da harry potter and the chambers of secret=P nothing to do..so jux read again lorx..looking forward to this hols.. Had already a plan in my mind =D




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Friday, May 20, 2005

memories etched in my already bleedding heart

*6:06 AM .


DUh! Today was so-so lorx. Nothing much to say. hehex =) We totally ignored that person today... I know... I was not exactly a straight forward person but these is my thoughts. No offence. =P

Felicia, maybe you should think again of what you had decided on even though if i were in your shoes, will do the same thing. Perharps this horrible ending is already planned by her. How could she have done this to you?!? I know you're heart broken that you had made this choice. I'm sorry for you. 'Be'e happie always and remember your friends will always be there for you even we are not around! SMileX




;; f o r b i d d e n love

Thursday, May 19, 2005

memories etched in my already bleedding heart

*5:45 AM .


I was wrong, totally wrong! I had never expected you jux soooo... as what usually you will call- a hypocrite! Everyone has privacy and each has the right not to tell anyone their secret. Makes sense right? DUh! Haiz.

Trust is a word i believe in my friends but....
i know thats too late.
i shouldnt had tell you in the first place
*slap myself*
lets jux say this is a importan lesson that i had learnt.
I'll never had trust you ..
as once you had continously disappoint me again.
disappointment filled my heart ..
will never tried to forgive you once more.




;; f o r b i d d e n love